Someone Without Love

I can never live on this earth alone. I will always need somebody to give me love and care. During this period my closest friend doesn't have the mood and time to even talk to me. The feeling of being a nobody is really hard to take in. i have learned my lesson. If you are reading this i am very sorry for what I said to you.

You should know that for the pass few weeks I have been feeling very depressed and desperate because of being lonely. And now your making me feel even more lonely. Its a road I am very familiar with as i am always very lonely. But I don't want to walk this path anymore. Well hope you will forgive me tomorrow during the FM thingy.
Good Night Everyone!
Oh yeah!
Birthday shout out to!

Rynn
Hazell

And to those on 31st March!
Patrick
Aaric

AND TO EVERYONE ON EARTH THAT HAS A BIRTHDAY!

One Meaningful day

Went to school this morning. After arriving at school took a picture.

(in front of CLHS at 6:40AM)
Then at about 9 something went to the hand ball court to check out Eric(captain) and the guys




(Hand Ball)


Having a few shots)
And after that I tried a few shots.

{Getting ready}

At the end got saved by Eric.
Anyway after this we had an idea about capturing the guys saving goals.
HERE ARE YOUR SUPERMAN




After that Eric had his shot at me.

And it got in. I am a noob keeper


After fooling around I went to my club's GM

And this is when I really screwed up 2 peoples day. Well it is always my big mouth. It is always causing me trouble. I am trying to control what I speak but I just can never succeed . Well I added something that Jhensen didn't say into his mouth. Well he said he didn't say it but I thought he did. Well at the end of the day I think he is right. I am sorry for messing up your day. I didn't mean to make you so pissed. And stop ruining my life. I know your good at it. You made me feel very miserable today.
SORRY !

After school went to Jhensen's place. Felt being hated the whole day. but it is my fault. Anyway after playing PS2 a while I went to Gurney just before going to tennis.
Saw these really nice hair styles



On the way back met Jocelyn , May Chee, Sze and the guys. So hanged out a while at Secret Recipe.

After tennis and bathing at PSC went back to Gurney and guess who was there!!
LIN YU ZHONG!




Then met up with the guys at Chilis

The guys!

The dinner was on Jhensen's mom for congratulating us of being champs in the English debate for our district

During that period there weren't many people outside

It was like there was no one there.

After that me and Eujune went upstairs to buy reload. but we also went to a music shop and a cell phone shop to ask about his phone.
When we wanted to go back to Chilis. the guys had already went back to Jhensen's house so we went back to. On the way there met my family. They told me wanted to go hme in 30 mins times. that was 9:40. So I just followed them and Eujune went back alone.

And in the car park. it was terrible!!
It was so jammed!

Jammed until the cars can't even move on the ramp to go down.

Took us an hour just to get out into the main road.
Well today is quite a fun day. If it wasn't for my big mouth it will even be a better 1.
Well thanks jhen for dinner and sorry bout this morning.

WHO IS THAT!!!!

WARNING!
What your about to see has never been shown to anyone till this very day. Those who can't breathe when they laugh to much please skip this picture. As Chien Ming reveals his TWIN!!!!
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ALAMAK!!!
I KNOW!!
ITS REALLY GAY!!
xD
Well as you all know this blog is famous for its gigs and gags so I added something in to a whole new level.
Well ok you can stop laughing after this point!
I wil remove this picture very soon.
lol
It really makes me look....
well you decide
xD

Anyway way back to the normal stuff
My mom prepared chicken Chop for dinner.


I know you want it!
lol please wipe the saliva that dripped on the desk. After your mom ban you from coming to my site cause you dirtied the house
joking!
lol

He Finally Speaks

Life is never how we expect it to be.Like you can never expect to win the lotery every time you place a bet or to get first in the exam because you had studied. As for my life , I always thought that I was ok with the way I am now. How wrong was I. Recently I have had this feeling that I am getting more and more criticisms or getting avoided. And who is it to blame?
ME
Some how during this few months the feeling of loneliness has gotten the better of me. And this has made me desperate. I dunno why but I am doing the things I never or seldom did before like asking for someones number or asking bout someone that I don't even know just to know that someone. And I am really ashamed of myself.
I would like to make an apology to everyone for being suck an*** . I am not perfect . I do make mistakes as I just did .If theres anything you don't like about me or think that I should change a few parts of my life. Please do tell me.
Save me from turning into someone that even I wouldn't recognize.
It took me alot of courage to write this out but I had to.

We Are The champions !

Today was a very big day for us debaters course today is the finals of the District level. So I decided to have a "Naughty Chien Ming" part 2. lolx Took my phone and camera to school ahaa
Well this is how it looks like in my school at 7AM

Here are some students walking to the field for PE.

Anyway for those who dunno the guys this is our Legendary Hobart Lim. The guy with the IQ of 180!

Eu June!

Daniel trying to cover his face with a phone

Gocha in the end thou

Jo-hanan with a phone

So for the morning we did our last discussions before the big battle

And when I got bored, I did my home work

And at about 1 MGS debaters were already here. lolx Before we went out. We took some pictures. I had spread my vain sickness to them. Sorry guys!




After that we went to the auditorium.
Where the debate was going to be held

And slowly people started to come in

Can spot me?

Hobart

Me

We were lucky as we drew the side we wanted.
This is our 3 debaters for the day

{Keat Yang, Jhensen, Daniel)

This are the debaters from MGS

{Atiqah, Esther, Marrina)
please inform me to change it lolx
And here is how it went






And when it was the result waiting time here is everyone's expression



After the judges discussed

Results were announced by the prefects

CLHS were the winners!
Wuuuu!!
We cheered! lolx
We also shook our hands with MGS
lols
they are very sporting
see

All smiling lolx
After that I rushed to my Rumah Sukan

Untill now I had been chosen to represent my house in long jump, javelin, and 100meters. Waiting for 4x100M to xD
So after it finished I came home and here i am now.
PS
JHENSEN
Ahem! ahem!